I’m sitting outside campus, the wind blowing me apart. Feeling, pretty satisfied. Sure there is some improvements I would have added to today, but you can’t expect too much. I think today is one of those days of reflection. I’m thinking about all the people I’ve met over the years, the people that support me most, and the people I see every day. Feels like I see many strangers, and my friends in short doses. I think now more than ever its time I reconnect with who matters, and open up to those I don’t know, my introspection is starting to get tiresome. I want to be excited, and with the turn of the seasons, there is no better time. All I can see is how fast my life is moving, and I’ve been looking so hard for that person to ground me, I’m missing out on all the important things. I have so much ambition, that sometimes when no progress is gained I feel like what’s the point of if all? Why do I encounter such struggle in this world. I think I need to fight harder. Because I need to know who I am with out the set backs. I’m the optimist, but I need more than that. I need to see some change, and the time is now. The future is on my mind, and changes are going happen that is a fact. Because I need some exciting stimulation, and some tender love.
