I do apologize to the few readers of this blog, I have not given any updates for a long time, I hope post more frequently here in the future. So let’s start with some updates. I am back in college again, it’s been nice mingling with other people outside of the work environment, because it’s has become a problem now, I fell for Madison for the 70th time now. I stick by what I said last time, but she won’t commit to me, or make any concessions for me. Things were going great, and I needed to know if things were going to be different, and she proved me that they were not. So I’m making the smartest decision of my life, I’m moving on from her. I can’t wait forever, I need to get out and find someone new. I’ve met a few women on campus but most are proving to be a fruitless effort. So after taking myself off the market for a while, after chasing after my dream lover, after everything. I’m putting myself back on the market. I told myself today that I may have to come to terms that I might be alone for a while, but I need some TLC. It’s gotten so out of hand, I actually asked a friend for causal sex today. I felt like such a bastard afterward. I apologized of course. I need to just set aside my fears and center myself. I’m going to try harder to get myself back on track. I’ve saved some money back, which is proving to be hard. With my father constantly reminding us that all of us can lose everything at any moment. I just wish one thing would go right for me, that’s all I really need. Starting tomorrow, I’m going to make it happen, it’s my destiny to break my barriers l, and find my wealth in all matters! I will carry on! Wish me luck! Btw as a side note, I started watching Doctor Who, it’s awesome!
